万葉集巻第四 619 大伴坂上郎女の怨恨の歌一首并短歌

おしてる難波の菅のねもころに

君が聞こして年深く長くし言へばまそ鏡磨ぎし心を許してし

その日の極み波のむたなびく玉藻のかにかくに心は持たず

大船の頼める時にちはやぶる

神や放くらむうつせみの人か障ふらむ通はしし

君も来まさず玉梓の使ひも見えずなりぬれば

いたもすべなみぬばたまの夜は

すがらに赤らひく日も暮るるまで嘆けども

験をなみ思へどもたづきを知らにたわや女と

言はくも著くたわらはの音のみ泣きつつたも

とほり君が使ひを待ちやかねてむ

(萬葉集巻第四 619)

初めより長く言ひつつ恃めずはかかる思ひに逢はましものか(620)

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You told me "I will love you forever and ever."

I fell in love with you because it was you.

Now that I think about it ,,, I couldn't see cleary about you.

After that, I decided to trust you.

Even when I had wavering feelings like drifting seaweed.

But I noticed that you wouldn't come anymore.

What made distance between you and me - God's will ?

Did someone prohibited you ?

Not only you but your messenger had been no longer coming.

Days that you came to me will never come back.

I can't do anything about it.

I'm crying like a baby and wandering back and forth all night and all day.

I'm still waiting you.

雲心月性...